and sorry that my reply has taken some time – my father had a stroke and then died so was busy with that.
To attempt an answer to your query/statement: Yes indeed, in general the right sort of people and energy fields are a great resource. So the question would seem to be, where do you live and how might you find appropriate support there?
so sorry that a reply has taken so long – as a starter I recommend all the articles on the website under the main menu item “About Starseeds” – in particular the one Am I a Starseed?.
Do let me remind us all that it’s never about believing something or someone – believing means not knowing – but rather about the voyage of personal discovery, which brings us to knowledge. That’s why I feel very comfortable with Buddhism, which defines itself as a practice path to knowledge rather than anything to believe in. Buddha himself said “Come and see” (i.e. see for yourself rather than believe anything).
The short answer, for want of a better one: Believe what your guts tell you! Even that may be wrong sometimes (i.e. when tainted by personal preferences), but we only learn through experience.
If you have any more specific questions, please feel free to reply – and keep the old pecker up!